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3/26/2009 End of Women's History MonthMarch is Women’s History Month in U.S. CNN Student’s News introduces four famous women everyday. There are artists, presidents, basketball players, and Nobel Prize owners. iTunes provides movies specially for women during this period. I watched A Good Women, a story about a mysterious woman surrounded by scandals happened in New York and Italy in 1930s. I like this movie because it reminds me that every woman is actually and supposed to be, a mother. UD invited us for Women’s Month, I know I might not have child, but I know I will finally become one of those who devote their lives to charity, to help others. It sounds weird but I really want to become a mother without children. When I see my values and feel there are things in this world I can help, I am happy. New York Times Healthy Living style reports that sweet food make people happier. I bought myself a piece of chocolate cake for lunch today, as if it is my birthday. I remember each of past birthdays was a rainy day. Air was fresh today, thanks to the rain. Life offers me everything that I need, I am happy. I called her today. No reply was the best reply, because I have
no idea of what to say to her. She might feel the same.
3/8/2009 Make as many mistakes as you could, when you couldPretending to be an engineer, a business person, a scientist, a writer, a teacher, I asked myself am I fully prepared for graduation. These roles are easy to play because I am in a virtual battlefield---university. I am allowed to make mistakes and ridiculous assumptions without considering the results. I am paying my tuition for these opportunities, not only for the GPA. I don’t want to regret myself for not learning enough when I was supposed to. 2/24/2009 Mid-term recordsCollege composition I revised my papers again and again until Dr. Bardine said my writing is like standard American's. All my weekends are killed on analyzing the American literature, which has nothing to do with my major. However, I have to admit that writing is one of the most useful skills in every aspect of my life.
Electron devices Prof. Globig understands electron components better than any professors I have met. He could answer all the questions related to electronics, at least he can tell me where to find the answers. Above all, he is not only a teacher, but also a real engineer. He tells the secrets of how and why these circuits work.
Telecommunication and network applications Prof. Nanavaty tries to cover all the applications with respect to networks. It is a research, study, and documentation process. I have to choose and decide what I have to understand in an ocean of resources and build up my own dictionary.
Computer Integrated Manufacturing I am glad that the professor has decent experience in this field, unlike those who read the textbooks in class. This class might be my first step into the management major. I can imagine how powerful it would be.
Project management Thanks to my college composition class. I practiced my writing a lot in the project proposal and project plan. All I have to remember is what I want my sponsor to know from what I am writing.
Informative public speaking Bunch of techniques I learned to make my speech not cause you to sleep BUT informative.
Group decision making All the projects I have done, no matter engineering or art, boils down to the process of researching, analyzing, planning, executing, evaluation process. Life is all about making decisions. In this class, we are increasing the international awareness of the overpopulation of kangaroos in Australia. 1/3/2009 FINALLY 20092009 finally comes. I am going to decide which university I would stay in the next 2 or 5 years. I am going to challenge and try to do anything that could help but I have long been refusing to do. I am going to count my time and find values in whatever I am doing. I am reminding myself all the time of how much my dad and I have paid for our current life, how hard for us to reach today, and how lucky we are. Thank God for giving us health and piece! Thank everyone who have helped, loved and educated me! 11/26/2008 To understand the worldAnd the children said unto Halcolm, "we want to understand the world. Tell us, O Sage, what we must do to know the world." "Have you read the works of our great thinkers?" "Yes, Master, everyone of them as we were instructed." "And have you practiced diligently your meditations so as to become one with infinity of the universe?" "We have, Master, with devotion and discipline." "Have you studied the experiments, the surveys, and the mathematical models of the Sciences?" "Beyond even the examinations, Master, we have studied in the innermost chambers where the experiments and surveys are analyzed, and where the mathematical models are developed and tested." "Still you are not satisfied? You would know more?" "Yes, Master. We want to understand the world." "Then, my children, you must go out into the world. Live among the peoples of the world as they live. Learn their language. participate in their rituals and routines. Taste of the world. Smell it. Watch and listen. Touch and be touched. Write down what you see and hear, how they think and how you feel." "Enter into the world. Observe and wonder. Experience and reflect. To understand a world you must become part of that world while at the same time remaining separate. A part of and apart from." "Go then, and return to tell me what you see and hear, what you learn, and what you come to understand."
From Halcolm's Methodological Chronicle 11/21/2008 What lower the self-esteem With regard to the choice that lower self-esteem, I think of times when I was willing to see what I saw and know what I knew-times when I needed to raise awareness and instead I lowered it; when I needed to examine my feeling s and instead I disowned them; when I needed to announce a truth and instead I clung to silence; when I needed to walk away from a relationship that was harming me and instead I struggled to preserve it; when I needed to stand up for my deepest feelings and assert my deepest needs instead I waited for a miracle to deliver me.
Anytime we have to act, to face a challenge, to make a moral decision, we affect our feelings about ourselves for good or bad--- depending on the nature of out response and the mental processes behind it. And if we avoid action and decisions in spite of their obvious necessity, that, too, affects our sense of self(33).
Six pillars of self-esteem Nathaniel Branden 11/20/2008 And that's not as important as the most important thing..."I mean, even as a kid it was obvious to me what the important thing really was. I said to myself, look, showing someone an award from a science fair is not as important as knowing you already have the award somewhere at home. And that's not as important as having earned it, even if you don't have the award at home at all. And that's not as important as the most important thing: that YOU'VE DONE THE LEARNING ON YOUR OWN TO FIGURE OUT HOW TO DO IT. I did that learning on my tic-tac-toe machine, and it was very, very close to being done and complete. I'm still proud of it. For me it's the ENGINEERING, not the glory, that's really important"(iWoz39). Steve Wozniak iWoz Computer Geek To Cult Icon 11/19/2008 It is our choice to thinkNature has given us an extraordinary responsibility: the option of turning the searchlight of the consciousness brighter or dimmer. This is the option of seeking awareness or not bothering to seek it or actively avoiding it. The option of thinking or not thinking. This is the root of our freedom and our responsibility.
Consider the impact on our life and on our sense of self entailed by the following options:
Nathaniel Branden
11/18/2008 An engineer who worries about people a lot"But I wanted to put chips together like an artist, better than anyone else could and in a way that would be the absolute most usable by humans. That was my goal when I build the first computer, the one that later became the Apple I. It was the first computer use a screen you could look at." Steve Wozniak iWoz Computer Geek To Cult Icon 9/21/2008 My first literacy narrative in University of Dayton(Third revision)Embedding English into study and life Since we are communicate in a world that English is the dominant language of business and internet and the ability to use English is the basic requirement for students who are dreaming of studying abroad, most students in China spend lot of time in studying English. Not until I went to the university in Macau, a multicultural city in China, where keeping me away from the exam-oriented English study methods, I realized that English meant much more than a language for me. Since most of the knowledge I want to learn is found beautifully expressed in English, I need to read and write English to understand more of my major, which is Electronic Engineering Technology. I am becoming more enthusiastic in my major when I study knowledge in English. As I was reading and writing in English, I was practicing thinking in the way of that language. There are two teachers who helped me in gaining this ability. Professor Gilbert Strang leads me into my major and let me think my major in English through the Massachusetts Institute of Technology online courseware. Professor Dongxu Qi, from Macau University of Science and Technology, helped me form a habit to write and think more besides my major. As I was practicing English in my major online, in college and in daily life, I have been building up the foundation for my second college study in University of Dayton, a pure English environment in United States. During the three years’ college education in Macau, I could not benefit more from the Massachusetts Institute of Technology online courseware, which provides sufficient resources for engineering students. My ability in reading and writing English was accidentally improved from this online campus. My mind was experiencing revolution when I was listening to the professor Strang in Linear Algebra video lectures. I thought I would be totally confused by what he said, since I was also taking Linear Algebra in that semester and struggling at its abstract concepts and complicated calculations. By taking Professor Gilbert Strang’s class, I was forced to understand the information in English. Dr. Strang’s lectures are easy to follow. He uses examples in simplest case to explain difficult concepts and relates them to simple and interesting applications. He made me feel that I was not only doing math problems, but also let me use and create with what I learned. I also realized that I so enjoyed learning this information, in English. After I completed the 26 lectures in Linear Algebra, I could naturally think and express the ideas in Linear Algebra in English. With the help of MIT courseware, I have understood more about my major. I started to think of studying my major in pure English, not only listening the online lectures and reading online notes. With my increasing enthusiasm in my major, I want to be more accurate, specific and professional in my study. A huge amount of technologies relating to my major comes from United States. It is best to study these technologies in their first language to avoid the biases that might occur in the translation process. I began to read the English textbooks of my classes in Macau and tried to understand the knowledge expressed in their perfect way in English, which was much more difficult than to listen video lectures and to read the online notes. I also tried to write my reports and papers in a standard way in English. My hard work was paid off since I was the only student in our major in Macau University of Science and Technology who turned in all the assignments, reports and papers in English. Furthermore, when I was reading the English textbook and taking the online lectures, I began to realize the difference between teachers and textbooks. I began to pay more attention to my class in Macau, not only the knowledge itself, but also the teachers, how they were teaching and they were thinking. Professor Dongxu Qi taught me Linear Algebra at Macau University of Science and Technology. He once told me that it is better that I could keep my writing in a notebook. I did not have the habit of taking notes on class since I thought what the teacher put on the blackboard and power points are just replications of the textbook. After he told me the same thing three times, I prepared a notebook and took notes in his class for several weeks and showed him my notes. I let him see how carefully I had taken and summarized his points in class. I will never forget his response of my notes:” What I suppose is that you might also take down what a teacher said that interested you and make you think and research more.” It is the first time I began to realize the difference between textbooks and teachers. When I formed this new habit, I realized how much he told me. The notes should not only reflect the knowledge itself, but also teachers’ understanding of this knowledge and their interests. Furthermore, I not only found something interested me and made me research more on class, but also in my daily life. When I am taking notes, I am choosing what is important in my life and collecting anything that might be lost as time goes by. When I came up with my experience of English studying in my major, I also think I can use it to relate it to my life. This notebook habit also provides me a chance to write in English not for my major. I began to extend my use of English in every part of my life by using the English mode in my cell phone and the English operating system on my computer, reading English manuals and instructions of the products, and reading English newspapers. I was embedding English to my life. Studying English for me is not a single work. I found my best way to enjoy my major study in English through the online courseware and English textbooks. When I had got used to thinking in English in my major, I started to embed it into my daily life. When others asked me how much time I spent on English for the abroad study, could I say “None,” or” Every minute”? 9/10/2008 Excited!Everything is on the way until the HP8510p FINALLY came to my hand!
I cannot wait to set up my project and program with my board. "Look at this piece of code, how beautiful it is!"
I am like a soldier just getting the right gun. |
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